My entries have been few and far between lately, both the journaling ones and the fanfic ones. A lot has been happening lately. My mother got in a huge fight with Bethany, my grandmother died, there was a fight after her funeral, just to name a few. Since then Beth has moved out, moved back in, and moved out again. My mother and Bethany have made up so that's a plus. Bridges have been mended between my dad and his uncles. Oh, also over the last two weeks I've met two of my three half-brothers. They're awesome. I'm thrilled that I'll be getting to know them more. In other news, my brother moved to Pennsylvania on Monday. He starts school out there this coming Monday, I think. I miss him. The Masons (a family at my church) have agreed to take Nina which is good because none of us wanted to permanently get rid of the dog. What else has been going on in my life. I've been thinking a lot about my relationship and last night I broke up with my boyfriend, though it was sort of a mutual thing... I think. Patrick's a sweet guy, but he's more of a reality based person and anyone who knows me knows that me and reality are like oil and water. I think part of it though is that I still have very strong feelings for someone back in St. Louis, though I know he doesn't share those feelings, or at least I think he doesn't. That's the thing. Devon confuses me. I suppose I should ask him, but I don't really know how and I don't want to make a friendship already strained by distance awkward. I'm gonna talk to him later tonight I hope... I hope. Anyways, that's why I haven't been updating a lot lately. Hopefully that will all change.